I am having a damn hard time sticking to my diet right now. I am craving everything. Right now, I can't stop thinking about peanut-butter m&ms. I mean, what the hell? I am having a hard enough time just trying to eat only 3 starches a day, no sugars, 3 fruits, that my body has to throw this on top of it? I have gained back 3 lbs, because I keep justifying when I eat when I'm not supposed to. "I'm going out to eat", "Its only one more piece", "How much can a little bit more hurt". I just want a food that I can keep on my diet, that I can just eat like potato chips or popcorn. Some delicious munchy that I can sit down and watch a movie with. Or fall back on when I need to eat something. It just makes it so hard when I'm out with friends who can eat whatever the hell they want, or when your dad makes your favorite foods and just eats them in front of you. Bunch of bullshit if you ask me.

